Experiences of Life

  Dil sab jaanta tha mera , Mohabbat karta tha isliye khamosh rehta tha. Jo bina darr haath thama karti thi , Woh phone ab duur ja akele sunti hai Muhjse sach kehna keh k ,khud jhooth bola karti hai Andha nai chup tha , shayad samaj jaaye yehi khud ko kehta tha. Uska waqt hi mera tohfa tha Par woh hoke bhi naa tha Kyunki meri tarah Dil se nai woh sirf dimag se chalta tha. Fir maine toka,roka aur samjhaya bhi Apne pyaar ka waasta deh manaya bhi  Lekin woh nikal chuka tha apni duniya ki aur Manah k mera mazak woh muskuriya bhi. Beizzat sehte sehte maan liya maine ek din Shayad aadat daalne padegi rehne tumbin Ussdin maine sab chohd diya  Sirf Khud se hi naata johd liya  Woh khush hokar darwaze tak aaya , aage kar haath milaya Uss muskaan ko dekh muhje bot rona aaya ,  Teri gali nai aaunga yeh waada kiya khudse Tohd diye woh bandhan joh baandhe the usse Fir bhi umeed thi woh bulayega Samaj aate hi muhjpe haq jatayega Fir khaya dhoka iss dil ne, dimag ki kahi naa su...

I remember writing this in Last December. Dec2019 when I got to know that I will be heading to Europe and will be visiting France, Switzerland, and Italy on a Business trip.   This is just 3 months after I took a call to walk away from a toxic relationship. Milan was so desired to be visited by her, so some lines describing my feelings when I heard that I would be visiting it .....without her. It's been 3 months since I saw you  Just Insta feeds here and there No chance to tell you what I got dear  The chance to do the things from our bucket list For you and me which I knew you just can't resist I know you would get super angry after hearing this But I am going to Europe in the Jan winter Mist  Roaming the Tourist shops around the ancient town   Drinking Beer and eating Gelato will make you frown  I know you would die to be here  So I won't be posting pictures just to be clear I feel so guilty for not sharing   But the steps you too...

Isn't it strange I still long to call you,  Isn't it strange I feel that I need you,  How much I have missed love, How farther it has gone away.  Since you came I have started breathing again  The way you wait for me each night I wish I could run to you. You know we can't be far, for too long . You from me and Me from You. Heart don't fail me now Cause there is no time to waste Don't shut me out, we shouldn't wait another day I've waited for this way too long with my heart on a high-speed chase, Hear me out, hear me out loud, This might be my last chance to say, Hold me hold me now, I have said in every possible way